date with my girlfriends!

after almost 2years we didn't met...n yesterday at last we met!!YEAY!!!...

staidladies are together once again!! *without jaja...sad..:(

but never mind...faa,luvnie,bie n me!!!we're met at me n faa historical n fav place..:p...NOODLE STATION!!love them!!stop writing n let the picture tell u our story n how we miss each other soo much!!

 we love u soo much our dearest little sister!!

 i love u syg!!!nur farhana ismail!!

 teruknya muka aku!!!

 khusyuk tgk picx!

 bie ktorg punye foundation x mau lap???:(

 khusyuk dgr b pot pet

muka nth pape

us!!staidladies but without jaja..:( 

 me,faa n luvnie!! <3

 with my baby!!

 luvnie heidi nalis

 luv n faa

tengku puteri sabiene

 on our way out met hawa n wawa...

hawa,wawa,faa,deeza..:)

hope that i can meet all of u again soon...love u sooo much...

 xoxo

deeza..(^_^)

holiday with mummy!!~

few weeks ago mummy dtg kl n for the first time in my life both of us going for a holiday without papa or adik... (kira mcm girls holiday time ah!!!!)...sooo damn excited...mmy smpai KLIA  lm kul 11 tp ak punya excited kul 6 lbh da bgun... (yeay!!!!jmpe mummy)..n for the first time in my life ak drive kete smpai 150 speed...ak x prasan pon lju sbb enjin x bunyik sbb psg lgu ag kuat drpd engine smpai laaa smpai kt stu corner tu ak tgk meter bru prasan...punye best bwk kete jln straight kn!!n then smpai KLIA punye ah lme tnggu mummy kt arrival tu n after almost an hour mummy kuar ugx...YEAY!!!drive blk then snggah mines n straight p CHORUS HOTEL cz mummy ad convention kt KLCC....

pengalaman pertama ak brkmpung kt area tu mmg kompem ak kurus lau duk sne lme2...jln drpd hotel nk p avenue k tu da stu hal pz2 nk p convention centre jauhnyee yg amt...nk cbut ase kki....esk tu kn ak exm immune..punye laa x snggup nk mredah jammed kt area keramat tu ak rela jln jauh nk p mestech n tukar tren 2x drpd drive...b4 pegi mestech tu da mkn da breakfst ngn mmy b4 anta dy p convention centre tu pz2 smpai mestech ak lembik lutut x de tenaga lnsung...da ah mlz nk type pnjg...jz enjoy the pic..:)

 food that both of us love soo much n prove that i am my mom's daughter..both of us love bread n pastries soo damn much

 mummy with her friends at the convention

 my favourite!!!

ya ALLAH...
ak x kuat sgt2...ak x prnh nk kbbsn...yg ak nk cuma ketenangan...ak x nk ag mnngis...ak x nk kcewakn family ak ag...ckup laaa slame nie ak kcewakn dyrg lm stdy ak sbb ak leka ngn bnde len...ckup byk da air mata ak kluarkan utk seorang llki yg x prnh hrgai khdiran ak kt cc dy..hati ak da trlalu byk hncur brkecai saat dy maki ak,hina ak,hina family ak,hina maruah ak,caci ak,mrh ak ngn bnde ak x prnh wt,tduh ak curg sdgkn dy stu2nya llki ak btol2 stia smpai ak snggup buang kwn n family ak...ak snggup kne bnci ngn kwn2 ak sndiri..ak snggup pndg hina ngn kwn ak sndiri..ak snggup kne pndang jijik ngn kwn ak sndiri...ak snggup kne pandang serong ngn kwn ak sndiri...ak snggup jauhkn diri ak drpd smue kwn2 ak smpai ak xde kwn...x ckup ag ngn 2 bg dy...ape lg??ak cma nk mak n ayah ak bngga ngn ak sme cm dyorg bngga ngn ak mse ak skolah dlu...mse ak upsr,pmr n spm dlu...mse ttiap taun ak bwk blk buku rekod ak..ak nk rpt blk ngn family ak...ak prnh kne mrh sbb x cntct dy sbb ak spnd time ngn family ak...ak prnh kne mrh sbb kluar ngn family ak...ak prnh kne maki n hina sbb ak slalu kluar ngn family ak...x ckup ag ke ngn 2???ak cuma x nk mnngis ag...ak cma nk study ak n family ak...ak bkn nk kbbsn...ak nk ktngn...ak x nk mnngis ag...ak x nk sdh lg...x layak ke ak??ak bukan manusia ke???ak xde hati n prasaan ke????KAU kuatkan lah aku YA ALLAH...:'(

KELEMBUTAN HATI SEORANG WANITA

Saat ia ingin berkata-kata, ia diam

Saat ia ingin marah, ia bersabar dalam keheningan

Saat ia ingin menangis, ia tertawa

Saat ia direndahkan, ia mengucap syukur

Saat ia ditinggalkan, ia menunggu untuk kembali

Saat ia dihina, ia mencinta

Saat ia disakiti, ia mengampuni

Saat ia ingin pergi, ia menunggu meski tak pasti

Saat ia ingin berhenti, ia berlari 

Saat ia lelah, ia tak menyerah

Saat ia ragu-ragu, ia bertahan

Saat putus asa, ia berdoa

Wanita, lebih lembut daripada cinta

Mulia dalam ketidakmuliaan

Keindahan yang terasing bagai mutiara

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FROM:http://womenofheaven.blogspot.com/2009/08/kelembutan-hati-seorang-wanita.html

i miss all of them soo much!!!

i really miss all of the person that are really important in my life...

i miss my mom...

i miss my dad....

i miss my brother....

i miss him....

i miss my besties....

i miss my bed...

i miss them sooo much.....

♥ GIRL ♥

 When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,                                                                                          She is wondering how long you will be around

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,                                                                                                                                                                           She has made up her mind that you are her future

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that. 

happy birthday to my dearest besties

HAPPY BITHDAY TO MY DEAREST BESTIES

..:: FADHILAH ISMAIL ::..

..:: NUR FARHANA ISMAIL ::..

..::  TENGKU PUTERI SABIENE TENGKU AZHAR ::..

 fadhilah ismail a.k.a along

she's like a big sis to me

and knowing her is such a bless in my life

 nur farhana ismail a.k.a faa

she's like a lil sis to me...

i love her soo much

tengku puteri sabiene a.k.a bie

a girl that i can talk too whenever i had a problem...